Walking out.

I'm having stomachache right now. It feels warm tonight. I had trouble sleeping. It's so easy to create a river. Whenever I closed my eyes, I thought about doreamon, and it makes me feel like wanna cry.

I didn't think that it will go away that soon. Stay away from a lifetime of worries, she warned me. But I refused and I thought I want to give it a try to see whether could it turned out to be otherwise? It could be. There must be something possible, there must be something different from everything that have to happen. Optimistic thoughts lead to optimistic step. I was afraid, but I step forward and took the flowers. At times, I place the flowers in the vase, at times, I held it out to see whether it was real or not. Today, someone took it out and left it in the tables for quite sometimes. The flowers didn't dried up. I went and touched it...and look at it closely this time...it wasn't real.

It wasn't real.

I fell down to the ground and injured my ankles. I rubbed the sand off from my ankles, got up, and continued my journey...and it continues.

xoxo
pauline yap